I wish I could talk to you. I wish I had someone to give me advice. I wish I could go to you for these things. I wish your shoulder was there for me. I wish you were the one I could hug when I’m feeling low. But none of you will ever see me cry not one little tear. I don’t want you to know I’m scared and too strong for that. I jst wish you’d lend an ear or even a shoulder at that.